从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候 没有你
陪着我心痛
一切都是我
太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由
我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后
还微笑着 要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时
闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦
在脑海里头
我多希望你
还在我左右
"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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就算有多么不舍，也是时候完全放下了。
Labels: #MovingOnToTheNextPhase Our 120 days story
Great Tuesday
So glad to have joined the girls for lunch-and-teabreak yesterday! It's a great place to chill at and the cakes were lovely! Especially the chocolate cake though the red velvet one is the recommended one. It's a great day spent and make me had a small escape away from my stressful studies. Pictures up next!^^     On a side note, didn't expect to pass by there which brings up all those memories. The party, the vodkas, the seh part, first held hands moment, the walking around part and of course the 'strawberry' code. Just feel happy when those memories just pop up. Alright, till here then! Labels: BlissfulDaySpent 我知道 - By2
从来没想过 不能再和你牵手 委屈时候 没有你 陪着我心痛 一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂 一直忘了说 我有多感动 我知道你还是爱着我 虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受 你知道我会有多难过 所以 即使到最后 还微笑着 要我加油 我知道你还放不下我 才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头 我们都知道彼此心中 其实这份爱没停过 曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头 我多希望你 还在我左右 Labels: #ThisIsHowIFelt Random post
Just saw this on twitter and I somehow felt that it's true? 【巨蟹座最脆弱的一面】 Happy 1st bookout!
Finally get to meet the botaks like weeks later? Met mc, des and matt for round 1. And listened worth 3hrs of army stories from them! Like so happening! Hahaha! As for round 2, we met up with dex and xuan. Midnight k and early breakfast over at swee choon. And I'm so glad that I am able to survive through the night! Alright, pictures up next... ...                    Labels: FinallyAHappyHappening "Carefree"
Just happened to see this and I guess this is how you feel now. I'm sorry that I have made you so unhappy for what I did. I guess this is what you want and I'm glad that you feel relieved. And I really feel happy for you(: Labels: PleaseStayHappy Guess it's the end.
It's been a week. I thought I will be able to put down everything and treat you back as friend since we didn't know each other for that long. But then I realized that I have fell hard for you and I can't afford to lose you. I always thought that there might be a slight chance of getting back together since we both still have feelings for each other. But yup, I guess I have to accept this cruel fact since your stand is strong. Whatever I did just couldn't bring everything back to where it suppose to be. I already tried not to give up what I want most, for what I want now. On a side note, all those memories that we have created through these few months were so damn real and the feelings I have for you was true. Thank you for all your efforts all these while and you have become a part of my life. p.s. why can't you hold on to my hands tightly and never let go just like in the past Labels: NothingElseToHopeFor Comma? Full stop?
 Today also marks my first day of my 3years uni life! Was quite excited initially because I was quite looking forward to it. Of course not the lessons but the date which I was planning a few days ago. But guess what? It didn't go as what I planned and in fact, I received a surprise 'present' from you. What a 'great' start of my uni life! Though I got this bad feeling that you will made that decision but I really hope that my bad feeling is just a false alarm. I just couldn't accept this fact. I'm actually glad that you still have feelings for me and I'm quite surprise that you would be that sad. I'm not confident that I could still treat you back as friend though since I'm not sure where's the line which I couldn't cross anymore. Today should be a memorable day to remember but ... ... Alright! Till here then. Laters! Labels: IsThereATimeMachine? Things are getting a bit way out of hands
It's been a boring Saturday, so I'm here to vent out my thoughts. Finally ended my one month temp job yesterday! It's a great month spent over at Meiden. Awesome and great colleagues I met! And thanks sk1 for the treat! Really enjoyed the delicious lunch though I don't quite able to take spicy food. Hahaha!  Since my temp job is over, it means my school is starting soon! Real soon! 2 more days! And I'm starting my 3 years uni life with econs lecture as my very first lecture. Ultra sad! Because econs is my enemy! But I'm pretty sure that I really want to overcome it! Let's fight this tough war! And I start to agree with you though I have been denying this fact. I really wish that we could go back to the past. The times we had at then were really... Well... Awesome? Sweet? But I know that period will be passed as time goes on. I know that all the problems lie on me and I'm truly sorry for what happened for the past few days. I'm trying to change for the better. And I understand that it's natural for you to do some thinking with regards to us. I think I somehow know what's your decision will be. But I really don't wish to end it this early. However, I think I will respect whatever decision you made. Alright! Till here then. Laters! I'm Back Again
I'm back again for like after 4 months? Just feel like venting some matters over here because I have nowhere else to do so. Just a short update before I start with my emo things. Finally I have been accepted into SIM UOL Bsc Accounting and Finance! And I have completed my bridging classes and exams and also collected my results! Don't know whether is I suay or what, because I was infected with chickenpox just 2 weeks before my bridging exams and missed 1 week worth of lectures! Hence, I really have no confidence in this exams. To be truth, I felt that I really didn't do my very best in this exams. So I'm not surprise with my results as I failed my econs and barely passed my maths. Seriously, what happened to me? And I think I know the reason to it. So yup, 3 years of studies to complete instead of 2! ): This has created an impact on me which made me feel so determined to excel in my studies! Hopefully this determination of mine shall keep me going!    I'm glad that I went for the FOD as I got to meet these awesome and nice OGLs and fellow freshmen. They were super duper active even after the one-day event as seen from the whatsapp convo and the outings organized! #og1 #ogloves Oh well... Done with the short update. Let's move on... We used to be so close before the trip and somehow I felt that the incident has made us drifted apart. I always keep having this thought that if I were to not went for it, I guess I would be able to gain 2 more things. But this thought of mine isn't right! And I'm sorry that if I have made the trip a bad one! I seriously don't know what's with me at that time and I really want to make my stand as in voice out my thoughts but I just simply don't know how to put it into words. So yup. I think I can sense the awkwardness and find it hard to be back close with y'all again. I guess maybe just me? Random dinners, chalet and etc... I'm not looking forward to it anymore. Not that enthu towards it as before. It just made me feel more awkward. So I guess we shall just keep staying like this? Just stay put? But as for you, I really wished that we could be back close together as before. But I guess it's impossible as there's a barrier between us. Oh well... Shall let the nature takes its course then! I would like to thank you for staying by my side when I'm facing any difficulties! Whenever I'm feeling sad or troubled, you were always there to lend me a pair of listening ears and brought me around just to cheer me up. I think I'm starting to over rely on you. Your priceless advices and jokes, thank you! I will try to adapt to the way you want me to be. A blopblop who is independent and one who you can turn to whenever you are having any troubles or facing any difficult decision makings. I'm trying not to fall too deep but guess what? You have become an important part in my life. I'm sorry for the past few days, it's just so not me. I will try to be back normal again. But your last sentence last night really hurts me... a lot... way too much... You are the only one left who I can turn to. Guess my nightmare is going to turn into reality... Okay. This is getting worse! Shall change topic! Hmm... I'm waiting for my classes to start next week. So I have taken up a 1 month temp job back at Meiden!! Work wasn't that boring because Henry is working with me too! Not to forget about fun run and the 3 series book which mr henry recommended to me! Hahaha! Alright! Till here then! Laters!(: Labels: TheOnlyPlaceLeftForMeIsHere A Brand New Update
It's been nearly a year since I last updated it so this has became a dead blog, I guess? So now I shall revive it! Time really flies! I am no longer a polytechnic student now since I have already unofficially graduated one or two months ago! Will be officially graduated in 2 weeks time! Can't wait to wear the gown and take the cute bear! And of course my cert. Currently I'm working as a two months temp finance assistant while waiting for sim to send me their acceptance letter. The title "temp finance assistant" sounds nice but the things that I did is really out of my expectation and yup, I still have to do it. However, I really did meet a lot of awesome, kind and friendly colleagues. I'm glad that I have been transferred to another department to take over the duties of a colleague who is going for a 2 weeks' honeymoon break. Over at the department there, I'm happy that I have met 2 crazy colleagues and of course the rest of the colleagues too! And that's wenhui mama and Jovie san! Without them, my working life over there will be damn boring!  Not to mention, I'm glad to know a guy named "Darren Liong" during my stay over there. And somehow, we managed to move from colleagues to friends and from friends to couple. The whole process is simply unbelievable! Hehehe! Feeling a bit shy now :/ Shall stop. Hmm... Don't know why I can't wait to be back in school soon! A bit excited for my bridging classes! And all my friends said that I'm crazy ): Alright, shall update till here then! Laters!(: Labels: FinallyAnUpdate A New Post, At Last?
It's been 4 months since I last updated. Since I'm tired of watching running man for 6 episodes straight from the start of the morning, shall update for a while.
Hmm... I have already begin my Year 3 life by having internship at Ernst&Young. Got a super nice and kind manager and had a funny senior to guide me through for the first engagement. Internship isn't that bad for now and I really must say that I'm really learning a lot which couldn't be able to be learned from school. And have already experienced the life of OT. The latest that I have stayed was till midnight. So isn't that bad right? The only thing that I really unhappy about was I really can't stand some clients. I seriously wanted to scold vulgarities at times but I can't. And EY laptop was really really heavy and slowwwww! Manager wanted me to handle an engagement by myself since it was previously handled by an intern. She asked if I want to take up this challenge. I know that it would be a great learning opportunity as I would take up the responsibility of this job, but I really have no confidence in myself. So I ended up handling it with a senior.
Work aside, I'm really really pleased with my last semester's results! Scored a GPA of 3.6! It was like finally! And my cumulative also managed to reach at least 3, I should be happy about it but I still feel not satisfied at all. WHY? I can say goodbye to university. Really have no idea of going to where after graduated from poly. But since after I entered EY, I finally see hope from my seniors. I can actually take ACCA instead, right? But an auditor's life isn't that easy at all. Is this job even suitable for humans?!
Oh well... Has stopped contacting questionmark and don't ask me why. Because me myself also don't know. Hmm... Don't know if I should say this but I found the type that I like recently. Hahaha. *shy* I will smile without any reason whenever I saw him and I'm trying my best to not show any awkwardness in front of him. Shall not say anymore... *ahem*
Lastly, my dearest dearest friend, I really hope that things would really turn better as days passed. Whether it is on work or relationship, just don't stress yourself too much! And as the saying goes: "快乐是一天，伤心是一天，倒不如开开心心地过一天" Cheer Up! #nikeyide
Nothing is going well
 Everything seems so different now... ... What is happening now seems so different as compared to a week ago. Used to eat chocolate flavour ever since I started eating hello panda. But I have changed to milk flavour just because he said it was his favourite. And now, I really want to change back to my chocolate flavour but it seems so difficult now. I have already gotten use to it. Couldn't forget all the moments that we had together and in fact, those moments are always flashing back in my mind. What has caused the sudden change in you? Or what nana said previously was true? I really have no idea how should I treat you now as? Wanted to act like as if nothing has ever happened before but I failed. Really couldn't stop myself from looking at you and thinking about you. You seems so cold now. No more messages anymore. Alrights! I guess it's time to decide. No more other thoughts on you. Just friends I guess. Hope that I will be persistent in maintaining this thought.
Merry Christmas Peepos!
Hmm... Been quite a long time since I last post an entry. Alrights! CTs finally are all over and I'm having my 2weeks holiday(: But 1 week has already passed and I have yet enjoy my holidays ): So, 1 more week to goooooo... ... Learned to do makeup recently and was really amazed by the magic of makeup^^ Hope that I won't rely on those makeup :p *hope so* However, it costs me a bomb! ): And finally done with the bcomm photoshoot! And I postponed my dental appointment because of it ): Now, my colour of braces turned from light blue to light green. Sound disgusting but the light green look quite nice :p Been messaging with question mark almost everyday and I started to get used to it. So it slowly became my habit. Will always keep looking at my phone as if any message will come. Hais... What happened to me? Went clubbing with my secondary school peeps and had a great experience since it was my first time. Thanks nana for helping me to shop for suitable dress but you know what? I have been wearing a cardigan for the whole night. Hehehe! Hmm... Don't really want to go clubbing but then i just want to go take a look of how the place looks like. Don't know why I was scared at that time when I reached Clarke Quay there. Was feeling a bit of regretful at then. But because I heard that he was going so I just feel like going too. Seriously, what am I doing? Started to forget how it feels like to have feelings for someone. To be honest, I really am envious of those couples. Got the feeling to get into a relationship but don't know why. Maybe I can't stand the loneliness of a single? I just want to have someone who will stay by my side whenever i need him and spent all those wonderful times with. Who could that someone be? I wonder. Still couldn't get over with the past and I know I have to look ahead. But... ... I will still think about it and I'm really am happy that he's going well with her. He has already gotten over about the past I guess. So what am I doing now? I just have to blame myself for being unable to get over it. Sick and tired of all this >.< Don't really know what question mark is thinking about. Or it has been all my wishful thinking? I'm confused now and I think I will go crazy sooner or later... ...  Alrights! Celebrated Christmas with my family on a Christmas Eve♥ And thanks for my sis for the treat! Ate lots of food today!!! And of course there's log cake!^^ I guess I must gained a lot of weight after today ): 有 你 在 牵 手 就 能 取 暖
有 你 在 拥 抱 就 能 勇 敢 如 果 时 间 倒 转 有 你 在 你 不 喜 欢 的 我 会 改 Physically & Mentally Tired
 Had a tough time for tutorials! The topics started to be more tougher. Oh man! How am I going to survive through CT? Gg.com! Finally submitted my internship choices in the weekends! Please accept me, Ernst&Young! Please, please, please!! Just don't let me fall into my manufacturing choice(: I'm suppose to run 4km for the FundMyLife Run. But the race was officially cancelled because of the bad weather. I admit that I really didn't feel like going for this run initially. But when I was like fully equipped, I really feel damn sian that the run was cancelled. And nana, you don't have to feel bad! If there's still any activities that you want to join next time, I will accompany you der! This is what friends for<3 Love you lots! Alrights, had the very last lesson with my dearest FIT tutor! Gonna miss her much<3 She's such a good tutor! So that means a new tutor will be teaching us. Dislike! :p Hmm... All my question marks are still not resolve yet! Wanted to ask him so badly that night! But guess what? I didn't have the chance to do so. Maybe fate wanted me to ask him some other time? Who knows? I seriously needa find some time to htht with him! If not... ... I also don't know what will happen to me :p It's really envious to see how sweet a couple could be. I used to be like this but not anymore! I really do hope that couples should cherish everything they had now and of course should have the mindset of 'we'll last long' too. Still searching for my half-apple... Okay, sounds a bit dumb arh. Maybe single suits me more? Okay. I caught a flu again!! My sis too! Suffering for the entire day today! Nose block, dizziness and tiredness... Can I don't go for lectures tmr? #justsaying Alights, shall sleep early today(: *hope so*
Helpless
 Shall write an update since I'm still awake at such hour! Shouldn't have slept for 7hours just now >.< Had presented to DPA last Friday. We really had lots of motivation when preparing for it. But now, our motivation level just went down to the bottom. Thanks alot, DPA! You made our dreams went broken. If you don't have the resources to provide for us, then what's for you come down?! You have wasted our time and most importantly our efforts. I did agreed the flaws that you have pointed out, but I'm still disappointed in you. And I really wanted to thank our teacher for helping us to rebut back(: Now, we don't feel like doing launchpad anymore! ): Didn't done any tutorials during last weekends. So had to chiong 2 tutorials in one night. Seriously, it's damn struggling. I feel like dying man! But went out to have dinner with xuexueli and cleaner tai(: And not to mention, with the mooncake clique too! Seriously, no more horror movies anymore! 23 59 shall be my last horror movie. I swear! Been covering myself with my cardigan throughout the whole movie. And nana, you better watch out! Made me scream in the cinema when the movie have not even start yet! -.- I know I'm a timid girl. But who cares! :p And da niu, take care when you are in the police academy(: We guys will sure miss your laughter. I suppose. And weilun bro, sorry for ps you on Monday! Me really had to complete my tutorials on that day ): I still owe you a drink! Hehehe. Went out with KangKangGang on Wednesday to town. Wanted to catch you're the apple of my eyes movie but don't have! We ended up watching footloose. It's not actually that nice except for the dancing scenes. And there's a uncle in the cinema who is damn epic. He slept and snored at the beginning. And when the female lead said that she's not a virgin anymore, he just laughed out loud! And of course the whole cinema went laughing too. Bought 2 clothes from f21!(: So happy^^ Went dinner with him yesterday. A lot of things happened too! What happened on the bus really shocked me! Had pizza for dinner!! It's been ages since I last had it. Seriously, I really don't know what I'm doing last night! And I also don't know what he was thinking. Although I really miss this kind of feeling, but everything seemed likea dream. My mind is so confused now. Is he treating me as a friend or? Is he serious or? Lots of question marks are coming out right now. What should I do? I really want to trash things out with him but I'm scared. Why am I being like this? But I must admit that it was a memorable night though. Spending 11.11.11 at home instead of hanging out with friends ): But it was damn tiring today! I don't know why. I could even sleep the moment when I reached home. Didn't even change my clothes please :/ It's going to be 5am and I'm still awake ): I wanted to watch the apple movie! Who wanna accompany me? Definitely not nana, because she's too busy dating! Alrights, till here(: No fate at all
It's a busy week ahead!! 4 tutorials in 2 days, bcomm project and launchpad presentation. Tough sia!Sacrificed my weekends to do some of the tutorials, if not I will die one day before the tutorial day >.< But not bad, I'm able to finish them up. Good job sophia(: Already done with coming out survey questions for bcomm. Everyone seems to start giving out surveys but our group have not done yet. A bit stress leh ): But nevermind, I believe my group will be able to complete this project beautifully(: *pray hard* Hehehe. Alright, the DPA is coming over on this Friday and we are expected to do a presentation about our idea. Quite nervous!! Really worried that what if they don't give us their support? Really really hope that everything will move on smoothly on that day!(: It's like FINALLY!!! Meet up with Yi Ting and Amos today! Was going to meet them at 3 in school, but my lesson ended at 11.45 instead of 1! Shall I say that it's a good thing or a bad one? Slack with my peeps till 1plus. I ended up accompany nana to nyp and decided to meet them at lot 1 instead :p But we end up in AMK hub. Bought new 'clothes' for my phone with nana. Now my phone became white! Hehehe. So happy^^ Was late for around half an hour. Really sorry for waiting for me guys! Movie was not that bad as I thought. Just that they are talking way too fast and I catch no balls. And I finally ate Mac!! I'm like craving for it for a long long time. Thanks Yi Ting who decide to eat Mac despite the fact that she has already eaten yesterday. Thanks lots<3 Was chatting with her about school stuffs and of course kpop! And she just suddenly said that she met someone while waiting for me in the afternoon. Guess what? It was him. Woah! I was wondering if I was to meet Yi Ting in school and come together to lot 1, I would be able to see him. But I also felt that it was a relief that I went to AMK with nana instead. I really am curious about how has he been. Yi Ting said that he does looked cheerful as before and he was with a girl. I guess it was his gf. I think it would be awkward if I was to meet him at such situation. Alright, I really am thinking that there would be one day that I will be able to reconcile with him. But oh well, it was just part of my thinking. This such thing won't happen right? Okay, me now a bit despo for relationship sia. But all my relationships seemed so fail please :/ Maybe I'm not suitable for relationship? Single might be the best but I'm still waiting for my half-apple. Please let me find you soon, kays?(: Alrights, shall write till here. Gonna bath and be prepared for the 9am lecture tmr ): Labels: IReallyWantToSeeYouButIAmSoScared, Why? Drink Drank Drunk
 Meet up with the 3guys again on a Saturday night. Hahaha!! Had dinner at Fish&Co near park mall there and it's a treat from Mr XiJin(: Had a full dinner and viewing some chio bu photo with the guys -.-Went back to cck to drink again with HuiMin. Bought white wine and it doesn't taste good at all :/ Played the game again and HuiMin is really such a good drinker. I really damn fail sia. Only drank half cup of white wine and i started laughing and crying. I just can't control myself. The others said that i'm already drunk -.- And thanks bro for helping me to tank for around 3 rounds(: Thanks lots♥ As usual, drop dead on sofa again but this time i didn't even change my clothes ): Anyways, had a great night with the guys and of course HuiMin. And and my mum just notice that my new haircut looks like 傻瓜头 ): Damn sad. I really want watch What's Your Number leh! Can someone pei me watch? ): Mr Fishy(:  Mr XiJin(: Mr NiceGuy♥ HappyGal^^ Labels: IDrinkJustToForgetAllTheSorrow New Week
A new semester has started and of course encountered new modules. LAUNCHPAD, COST, FIT, TAX and RFA. Hi! I'm gonna be with you for the whole semester ):Hmm... Already started off with FIT tutorial. So get to see who's the other part of the class. I guess it would be damn difficult to bond together arh. Lectures had also started. And i see no hope in COST & RFA! DIE!! >.< Okay. Finally get a haircut and i have cut my fringe out(: Hehehe^^ And do i look like i had a makeover? LOL!! Auntie Min said that i'm 暴露 sia ): Sad me T.T Signed up for a charity run with nana, xiaodes and miao ge. I think i sure die during the run sia. Hahaha^^ Me so long never run ler. Don't even know where my running shoes is. Dinner with the 3guys on a friday night. Ate vegetarian food and also catch 爱 at the same time. Zhou ying ming finally dead! Yay!! Hahaha^^ And we even went to drink when back at cck. I only drank a 10% alcoholic drink and i already cmi liao! Hahaha!! I didn't bath and just drop dead on the sofa. Damn fail please :/ Alrights, till here(: New Fringe^^  Drinkers Night  Gift from Eileen♥ Labels: PleaseLetMeDoWellInThisSemester Stay Home Saturaday
Didn't went for haircut yesterday because couldn't wake up early. Been sleeping at 4am nowadays. Got to turn my body clock back liao, if not I sure will die when school starts :/ So shall go for my haircut on Tuesday then since there's no lesson on that day(: It's time to cut my fringe out^^Went shopping with the 2crazygals yesterday. Spent around $100++ for shopping. Bought quite alot of clothes and a backpack. It's been a long time since I last bring backpack to school :/ Shall not go shop shop for the next few weeks ): But it's quite fun to go shopping with the 2girls(: Just that I will turn mad sooner or later. Hahaha^^ Rotting at home for the whole day doing housework, launchpad stuffs and downloading notes ): And it's Sunday tmr!! Fast siol!! Still thinking what to do tmr... Damn sian please!! Alrights, till here ): Labels: MustRememberThatHeIsOnly16 I'm a crazy girl
 Finally meet up with my dearest classmates^^ Had an hour of picnic at marina barrage. But a bit fail arh... Nevermind(: Still need to thank blurgirl for organizing this class outing and preparing the sandwishes for us. <3 you!! And the happiest moments are the times spent at the playnation(: New place to have fun!! So surprise to see xiaodes dancing!! Hehehe^^ And xuexueli also not bad sia. Anyway, it's a great day with the girls and boys <3 Meet up with nana and yingying ytd at town for shop shop!! But only managed to shop far east nia. No f21 ): And I only bought a dress and a pair of shoes. But did enjoy with the girls <3 And I also meet up with the 3guys. But didn't manage to catch real steel with them ): But waited for their movie to end to have supper. Wanted to draw some $$ to top up my card and a weird uncle just approached me at the ATM there. And he asked me to spare him some money. I was so scared that I just walked away quickly without drawing my $$ ): While waiting outside mac, someone just asked for my number and name. And then they started to chat with me. There's one thing that I'm happy about(: I doesn't look like 18 but 16!! Hehehe. So happy^^ Me look younger by 2yrs(: Really enjoyed the time spent with the 3guys. And thanks weilun for the notebook(: Appreciated much^^ Went back to np today for launchpad discussion. It really been a long long time since I go to school :/ Was late for 15mins. But not bad ler(: Because I only slept at 4am last night. Today's group discussion should be quite a success ba. And I accompany nana to wait for her dear! So good sia! She's going for a date. Made me wanted to find my half apple soon! Because lionghaha snatch her away from me T.T And I kept talking nonsense stuffs today!! I think I'm crazy! Hehehe^^ Plan to meet up with ahbu and yiting tmr. But there's a sudden change. And I'm so going to have a haircut by tmr! Because I told nana that me will sure find time to have a haircut. Hehehe^^ Hmmm... Shall go alone for haircut then. Or shall I drag someone to accompany? Hais... And school is starting in about 3days!! Omg! So fast!! Plus the first day is IS sia! Damn sian please! :/ But get to hang around with my classmates again. So not bad lar(: Alrights, till here(: Sicky Sicky Me
I have already stepped out of my house with my braces on 1 week ago. Guess what?! Xuexueli is the first one to see my braces look. Hahaha. Went to miniboss house for mahjong with nana, xuexueli and xiaodes. A bit joke arh... Went to the east side just to play mahjong. Everytime go there will always have nice nice food to eat(: Popiah and 扣肉bun were our dinner. And that's the first time I start to eat solid food instead of porridge^^It's been long time since I last went out with my mum. So went out with her and my bro to town(: It's really great to watch my bro eating his happymeal happily. Hehehe^^ But the toy a bit not good arh... Not smurfs lai de ): But because of this happymeal, my bro is suffering from cough even till now. Hais... 小孩子的身体太弱了. I even know what IS module I'm taking on that day. Different from nana sia!! Plus is session 2!! What sia?! Not bad arh, got into social physiological. But who I know will be in the same class as me??? Was planning to meet nana at town yesterday. But I suddenly cancel it because I was attracted by the drama that my mum was watching. Got KimNaNa leh!! Really really sorry X100000000times nana!! I promise no more next time, kays?(: Okay. I have officially caught a flu from my bro!! My mum also caught it too. And I'm having a class outing on tuesday!! I should be able to get well by then ba... *pray hard* Hate flu sia!! I actually stayed at home for 5 days!! Have been doing at least some things for lauchpad. Can't believe that I'm so guai(: My mum even said that I siao arh.. Kept looking at the bathroom of hotel rooms. Hahaha!! Kept having weird dreams ever since I put on braces. Shall write about it before I end off(: First, I dreamt of me and tallie taking an escalator down. And the ceiling was so low that my head stick on the ceiling. And tallie just laughed at me! -.- Second, I dreamt of ahbu and yiting. I dreamt of us buying some pens. And I just kept searching for the pens that I like which made the place damn messy. Ahbu and yiting end up helping me to pack them back nicely. And I didn't buy any pens at all. I could even still remembered that the pen has a chop at the top. Hehehe!! Hmmm... Quite curious if I will be dreaming of those weird stuffs again. Alrights, till here(: Labels: FluFluGoAwayComeAgainAnotherDay Third Day (第三天)
Shall write some things down(: My mouth already started to feel suan ler ): Had porridge, olive veg and egg for my lunch, dinner and supper. Wondered how long can I hang on. I'm like eating likea baby. Can't bite anything and using a small spoon to eat. So miserable. And porridge doesn't made my stomach feel full. Always go to sleep with a hungry stomach. I'm a sadgal T.T Hais...Watching my sis eating chicken wing made me wanted to eat so badly!! Especially the rice. I'm a girl who can't live without rice. Okay I sound so joke. Finally catch up watching protect the boss(: The ost damn nice please. I have added to the playlist of my blog^^ Happy listening(: Have not stepped out of my house for almost 2 days and tmr shall be the third day. Shall find another drama to watch(: Life is so boring!! Still having trouble talking with braces on ): Alrights, till here(: Second Day (第二天)
Woke up today feeling that my braces is quite loose. Straight away text my laopa and he said that it's normal. Chey!! Scare me only ): Eating porridge for the second day. Feel great is because my mum has been cooking for me for the past 2 days(: Love her many hearts<3s But is like very troublesome to just have a meal because needa brush between the brackets after every meal. Made me don't feel like eating :P Shall be staying at home to watch my drama since I still not used with my braces on. Plus, I can finally watch it as my lappy has been repaired on Monday. Hehehe^^ Speakers, please stay well(:And had a weird dream this morning. Dreamt of him, his current girl, nana and myself. So weird. Is like nana has no link with them. But I dreamt of us as classmates?! Hahaha. Damn joke. It's gonna be 1 year for them. So really wish that he will stay happy with her(: Alrights, shall be updating these few days since I'm not going out. I guess. Byes(: Labels: HopeYouAreHappy, That'sAll Braces Day ):
Been going out for the past 2 weeks and it's time for me to rot at home ler.Had been going out with the mooncake guys to miniboss house and steamboat buffet after the dinner buffet. I guess the steamboat buffet will be our last meetup... Anyway really had lots of great memories with them(: Had a date out with nana just to catch Johnny English Reborn at plaza sing and shop awhile at forever21 yesterday. The movie not really that nice lor. And nana should be very fortunate because she's the last one seeing me without braces on. Hahaha!! Really feel so reluctant to go for dental today. Kept nua-ing on bed till 12plus. I am really very nervous when I reached the clinic. But everything seem so fine leh. But the dentist said that I will feel the effect tmr, so today everything will be okay. Damn sian. Shall rot at home these few days liao ): Feel so uncomfortable with the braces on. Alrights, shall write till here(: Trip to miniboss house^^   One day before putting braces(:  Braces On ):  Labels: Can'tstopthinkingaboutyouL Short MeetUp^^
 Had dinner buffet with the mooncake guys. Wanted to skip this meetup but feel a bit bad leh. So meet nana at dhoby ghuat and as usual this girl was late. Hahaha.Had a hard time finding xiaodes, da niu and miniboss. Xiaodes just seems to be able to read nana's mind sia. So went to Cathy to have buffet. And my wish has granted(: To have buffet before putting on braces. Order lots lots of food and laughing likea crazy people. I bet the people can't stand our laughter. Hahahahahaha!!! Xiaodes really have a lot of ideas of getting rid the unfinished foods. And da niu really eat a lot sia. Not bad arh... Went to pool because our miniboss thinks that 10pm is still early to go home. As usual, taking photos when the guys were playing pool. Hehehe. I also got play(: Actually quite fun arh^^ Just realize that I have been hanging out with this gang recently ler. Hahaha. Bakerzin just asked if I'm going to work this weekend. Told them that I'm going to give them a reply at 11plus but I didn't sia. Okay. I should really don't care ler ba. And nana, can we like go shopping someday? ): Me want go bugis to buy cheap cheap clothes leh(: Had been eating a lot of good stuffs recently ler. So money also have been flowing out too much ler. Alrights, gotta sleep ler. It's already 3am. Nights, people^^ Memories Of Mooncakes
Alright! My mooncake job has officially ended about a week ago. So currently I'm jobless, still thinking about whether to go back to bakerzin >.< Hais... Still feel that I did not earn enough money sia.Celebrated mid-autumn with the mooncake guys instead with my sec sch friends(: But this year a bit special arh... No candles, no lanterns... But we got to sit down together under the full moon(: So not bad ler lar^^ Went to USS and a one-night stay in festive hotel!! It's a treat from lady boss and boss. Did lots of first time that day. First time to USS, first time to ride on a roller coaster, first time to stay in festive hotel, first time to drink cocktail. I really couldn't believe that I actually just rode on the red red roller coaster. I really feel like dying. Closing my eyes and screaming all the way. Did ride on every roller coaster except the blue one. Anyway I did have fun but there's one thing that I regret of not doing. Taking lots of pictures!! Hais... Damn sad cannnnn! Dinner at chillis is damn ex!! But got to drink cocktail(: Both me and nana just got so high! Hahaha. Everything seems to be so great till dinner time. Everyone starts drinking when back to hotel. HTHT, crying and hugging each other started after the drinking. Although every one of us do look cheerful but deep down in our heart, each have a sad story. Just that night, everyone seems to reveal their inner self. Anyway, I'll just remember all the fun that we all had together and forget all the unhappiness(: Just saw nana's bloggy. Alright, I could only say that there isn't any wrong of being caring to your friends(: Afterall, the closest people that we have besides family is our friends. It isn't easy to know each other, followed by understanding one another and of course to share our happiness and unhappiness with one another. Also, being caring to your friends is part of yourself. This is what you are. So you don't have to change yourself, kays?(: Just be yourself<3 Okay. Results was out on Friday. No As at all. But did improve my gpa for the current semester, i have finally touch 3(: As usual my cumulative still didn't reach 3. I seriously have to think about where am I got to go after poly life... Watched crazy stupid love and contagion in a week. Seriously, don't watch contagion. It's really so boring that I actually fall asleep in the theater. Gonna rot at home for about a month if I'm still jobless ): Alrights, off to dinner with the mooncake guys(: And and pictures up next^^ First photo taken in hotel  First photo taken in USS  精Family♥  Group Photos      Favourite Photo♥  Cocktails Time^^  Happygal is me^^  My dearest Nana♥  Chatterbox Xuexueli♥  Cutie Xiaodes♥  TalkingNon-Stop DaNiu♥  Mature Miniboss♥ 
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Sophia Tan, nineteen.A girl who who lives an ordinary life 29th June is my happiest day during the year Finally completed my studies on ACCOUNTANCY at NGEE ANN POLY family and friends are the ones that I cherish the most♥ Facebook Twitter Grant My Wish, Please?
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