EVERYTHING IS NEVER AS IT SEEMS

Merry Christmas Peepos!

Hmm... Been quite a long time since I last post an entry. Alrights! CTs finally are all over and I'm having my 2weeks holiday(: But 1 week has already passed and I have yet enjoy my holidays ): So, 1 more week to goooooo... ...

Learned to do makeup recently and was really amazed by the magic of makeup^^ Hope that I won't rely on those makeup :p *hope so* However, it costs me a bomb! ): And finally done with the bcomm photoshoot! And I postponed my dental appointment because of it ): Now, my colour of braces turned from light blue to light green. Sound disgusting but the light green look quite nice :p

Been messaging with question mark almost everyday and I started to get used to it. So it slowly became my habit. Will always keep looking at my phone as if any message will come. Hais... What happened to me? Went clubbing with my secondary school peeps and had a great experience since it was my first time. Thanks nana for helping me to shop for suitable dress but you know what? I have been wearing a cardigan for the whole night. Hehehe! Hmm... Don't really want to go clubbing but then i just want to go take a look of how the place looks like. Don't know why I was scared at that time when I reached Clarke Quay there. Was feeling a bit of regretful at then. But because I heard that he was going so I just feel like going too. Seriously, what am I doing?

Started to forget how it feels like to have feelings for someone. To be honest, I really am envious of those couples. Got the feeling to get into a relationship but don't know why. Maybe I can't stand the loneliness of a single? I just want to have someone who will stay by my side whenever i need him and spent all those wonderful times with. Who could that someone be? I wonder. Still couldn't get over with the past and I know I have to look ahead. But... ... I will still think about it and I'm really am happy that he's going well with her. He has already gotten over about the past I guess. So what am I doing now? I just have to blame myself for being unable to get over it.

Sick and tired of all this >.< Don't really know what question mark is thinking about. Or it has been all my wishful thinking? I'm confused now and I think I will go crazy sooner or later... ...

Alrights! Celebrated Christmas with my family on a Christmas Eve♥ And thanks for my sis for the treat! Ate lots of food today!!! And of course there's log cake!^^ I guess I must gained a lot of weight after today ):

有你在牵手就能取暖
有你在拥抱就能勇敢
如果时间倒转有你在
你不喜欢的我会改

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