"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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I'm Back Again
I'm back again for like after 4 months? Just feel like venting some matters over here because I have nowhere else to do so. Just a short update before I start with my emo things. Finally I have been accepted into SIM UOL Bsc Accounting and Finance! And I have completed my bridging classes and exams and also collected my results! Don't know whether is I suay or what, because I was infected with chickenpox just 2 weeks before my bridging exams and missed 1 week worth of lectures! Hence, I really have no confidence in this exams. To be truth, I felt that I really didn't do my very best in this exams. So I'm not surprise with my results as I failed my econs and barely passed my maths. Seriously, what happened to me? And I think I know the reason to it. So yup, 3 years of studies to complete instead of 2! ): This has created an impact on me which made me feel so determined to excel in my studies! Hopefully this determination of mine shall keep me going! I'm glad that I went for the FOD as I got to meet these awesome and nice OGLs and fellow freshmen. They were super duper active even after the one-day event as seen from the whatsapp convo and the outings organized! #og1 #ogloves Oh well... Done with the short update. Let's move on... We used to be so close before the trip and somehow I felt that the incident has made us drifted apart. I always keep having this thought that if I were to not went for it, I guess I would be able to gain 2 more things. But this thought of mine isn't right! And I'm sorry that if I have made the trip a bad one! I seriously don't know what's with me at that time and I really want to make my stand as in voice out my thoughts but I just simply don't know how to put it into words. So yup. I think I can sense the awkwardness and find it hard to be back close with y'all again. I guess maybe just me? Random dinners, chalet and etc... I'm not looking forward to it anymore. Not that enthu towards it as before. It just made me feel more awkward. So I guess we shall just keep staying like this? Just stay put? But as for you, I really wished that we could be back close together as before. But I guess it's impossible as there's a barrier between us. Oh well... Shall let the nature takes its course then! I would like to thank you for staying by my side when I'm facing any difficulties! Whenever I'm feeling sad or troubled, you were always there to lend me a pair of listening ears and brought me around just to cheer me up. I think I'm starting to over rely on you. Your priceless advices and jokes, thank you! I will try to adapt to the way you want me to be. A blopblop who is independent and one who you can turn to whenever you are having any troubles or facing any difficult decision makings. I'm trying not to fall too deep but guess what? You have become an important part in my life. I'm sorry for the past few days, it's just so not me. I will try to be back normal again. But your last sentence last night really hurts me... a lot... way too much... You are the only one left who I can turn to. Guess my nightmare is going to turn into reality... Okay. This is getting worse! Shall change topic! Hmm... I'm waiting for my classes to start next week. So I have taken up a 1 month temp job back at Meiden!! Work wasn't that boring because Henry is working with me too! Not to forget about fun run and the 3 series book which mr henry recommended to me! Hahaha! Alright! Till here then! Laters!(: Labels: TheOnlyPlaceLeftForMeIsHere |
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Sophia Tan, nineteen.A girl who who lives an ordinary life 29th June is my happiest day during the year Finally completed my studies on ACCOUNTANCY at NGEE ANN POLY family and friends are the ones that I cherish the most♥ Facebook Twitter Grant My Wish, Please?
♥Family and friends to stay happy everyday♥Strive in my studies ♥To continue with the meetups with my loves #the12ofus ♥Find my half-apple soon ♥Buy more mature clothes *HAHAHA* ♥Able to meet him someday on the street |